Sitting Alone

Growing up and learning about yourself, going through the process of self discovery can be both difficult and lonely. Coming to terms with my own opinions and ideas has been a long and hard process which I am more than willing to continue, but at the same time I ask myself, is it worth it? The more I become comfortable being alone and standing my ground when it comes to my beliefs the more I realize that by doing so, I am cutting out people that do not measure up to my standards. By becoming my own person I am working every day to not need anyone. I have a few great friends and a family that loves me, but the only person that I always know will be there is me. I have to live with myself for the rest of my life. If I settle with doing what is easy or what is safe will I truly be happy? If I spend my time with people because it is convenient then I will only be letting myself down. It's time I really try to do what is best for me. I know I have stepped on a few toes and I will continue to do so throughout life, but at the end of the day I need to be able to look myself in the mirror and be okay with what I see.